How things can change

Things can change so fast from day to day.  Where I was a month ago and planning to blog weekly has quickly changed to non existing. I really am hoping to change that blog at least once a week. So much has changed since the last time I blogged. My truck was total by a woman who didn't want to pay attention on the highway, its all good no one was hurt at least, but due to that fact I and the fact that I can't find a reliable car in my budget right now, looking at other options for employment closer to home and possibly home base. Right now the focus seems to be starting my Etsy shop up again. So be looking forward to post related to that. Maybe I'll be lucky and be have it take off and be able to do that full time. That is the current dream that I'm working towards.

As I posted the other day I am trying to quit smoking. I bought this e-cigarette. I was a pack a day smoker as of last Wednesday, yes I mean three days ago, so far the past two days I have only has 4 cigarettes each day! The people at Mister-E's are awesome! They walked me through using it and everything and I got to try all sorts of different liquids and everything. I went to their shop, but you can also shop at their online store. They only charge $3 for shipping too. That is awesome. So wish me luck.

So a lot more has changed than just that, John mentioned that he wanted to have more kids. I was sure I was done having kids. I had that so set in my mind. Now I am questioning that idea. I loved the idea of being "free" at 40. I will turn 40 in March, Ezzy will turn 18 in May. I had just adjusted to the idea of waiting till 45 for Kai to turn 18. Now I am looking at the idea starting all over at 40. My entire world idea is changing. This is going to be a interesting change.